My Star

Everyday, she's learning to survive.

She tries to take care of herself.

Being alone in a big, different world.

She don't mind. She's strong. She fights everything with a smile.

I really miss you. Be strong.

Love always,
Fai.

Updates From Far Away

The place that took my 19 away. These are pictures of what she could see from her window.

Evening in Wales.

Nice night lights.

Neighbouring Residents

Daylight.

Hehehe my 19.. :)

Updates

Here are updates since the day she went. A few things going on in my life.

Before lunch, cold day.

Lunch at Ayamku Batu Bersurat

Looking at chics.

Training from 19th to 23rd October.

Aktiviti memancing sampah2 kakitangan RTB, last night. Went there after work.

Statue

I just listened to this song on the radio 40 minutes ago in my car, it's such a true song. :)

Statue by Lil Eddie

When a day is sad and done in the middle of the night, when you're fast asleep my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
Telling myself im the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times i was certain you was gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When im still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer.
I shouldve been a [season], guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the sick i put you through,
Why did you make it hard
Its like youre living and i make you?
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer for.
I shouldve been a [season],guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)
And youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, never. (stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life i thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than i love myself.

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you ,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (you are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (the reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (and i want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (cause so bad im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love

Im the luckiest man alive.

365 days

Lia, it's been 1 year, 8 months and 19 days we knew each other. That day I knew you, my life has changed. In time I started loving you and I couldn't figure out why I can't stop pursuing you since then. Even during my weakest moment and feeling exhausted, I couldn't give you up. Then you learnt to love me slowly and finally accept me.

You're such a wonderful person and I see magical things with you around.

Take care during your one year staying overseas. It's only a few hours after your flight, but your absence has done something to my heart, close to breaking it. I really miss you Lia.

I love you very much Kamaliah..

Love always,
Your Fai.

19

Things that makes me happy:

1) My Parents

2) My Siblings

3) My Friends

Alhamdulillah, another happiness for me, is her.

A Few Days Ago

Empty Paper

Rainbow

Life used to be a mess, now it's colourful.