"This kind of certainty comes, but once in a lifetime."

Our Engagement

2012-01-20T07:57:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, been a long time. 15th January 2012 was our engagement day. Here are photos of thr memorable event.

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Missing the attachment students

2012-01-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

A Great Help

2011-12-21T14:39:00.000+08:00

I'm going to miss the attachment students working here who helped me a lot during their stay here.

Just testing

2011-11-15T14:13:00.001+08:00

Dessert & doing work with her at Coffee Zone Gadong.

2011-09-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

Webcam photo from Macbook Pro.

Makin lampuh.

Berjinak Dengan Kamera Saya

2011-09-16T23:02:00.001+08:00

My latest passion besides playing the piano. Taking photos and video recording. Editing videos and graphics macam di RTB pulang. Damn, I miss RTB. Here are some pictures and videos I captured using my Canon. Most of them arah Facebook hehe. Jangan nda update sini saja.

P.S: Tutup the music on the iphone to the right of the page before playing the embedded youtube videos I uploaded hehe. ---------->

Her Robe

2011-09-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

This is a picture I took from her graduation. Congratulations for earning your Masters of Science in Applied Behaviour Analysis, you're a psychologist now. She currently stays at our residence in Tanjong Bunut because she's working in Bandar as a psychologist and a special education teacher. Every weekend she goes back to KB though hehe.

3 Years and 7 Months

2011-08-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

15 August 2011, EF 50mm f/1.8 II

Tadarus at Temburong and Sahur at I-Lotus

2011-08-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to Batu Apoi in Temburong by bus for MOE's Tadarus. After Sungkai, we went home. Upon arrival at MOE to get to my car, I went straight to Berry Wan Hot Pot in Gadong to meet durang Piao. Later at 11pm that night, I went straight to I-Lotus to meet durang Edwin for Sahur.

Editing Photos for Work

2011-08-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

Currently bored editing photos of last Thursday's Tadarus for the big screen at Department of Schools' lobby. After this, I need to go to 2nd Floor for internet complaint. Then 9th Floor for PC problem.

Random Pictures of My Life - 2011

2011-08-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

Cool Boy SQ

With his many faces

Berry Wan Hot Pot

Macbook Pro

Perayaan

Dinner at the Perayaan with 19.

Dinner at Riviera, Kuala Belait with her.

Job

2011-08-13T10:06:00.001+08:00

Below are pictures I took from last Thursday's Tadarus & Donation Ceremony at Masjid Kampong Kiudang, Tutong

More Tadarus

2011-08-11T10:09:00.000+08:00

And now pictures from last week's Tadarus in Masjid Kg Sg Liang, Belait.

MOE Ramadan Tadarus Ceremony

2011-08-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, I was working at Masjid Al Ameerah Al Hajjah Mariam for MOE's Tadarus & Donation Ceremony. I was appointed the committee of media and publicity. Here are some pictures I took during the event.

Testing

2011-08-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

Saja, testing printscreen using my new laptop tarus show off lah hehe.

Job With Benefits

2011-08-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

Just yesterday, I was provided a Macbook Pro 15". So I currently have in possession, a Lenovo Thinkpad X200, and a Macbook Pro 15". Coming up sometime next week is a Mac Pro with its 27" Thunderbolt display. Well too much of the things you do not own is scary. But it's good for experiencing all the gadgets you ever wanted but couldn't afford to buy. A test-run.

Photo Updates July

2011-08-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

The Ong Sum Ping neighbourhood

Asrul and his Lancer

My 19, at perayaan KB

2011

2011-07-30T08:45:00.006+08:00

I believe my last update was on the 17th of December last year, which had been my last few days at Radio Televisyen Brunei. By January this year, I took a new job at Jabatan Sekolah-Sekolah as Head Technician. The past 7 months had been great, still I miss RTB's environment and late night shifts. I did meet my RTB friends though, at our usual lepak spots.

The job here is tougher, larger in quantity and not routine mostly. I see different problems every single day. Ofcourse, there are some similar computer faults I encounter along the week. Old PCs, new PCs, there is no such thing as a fault-tolerant PC. A busy life of a technician, funny I was once called a graphic designer at RTB. Nevertheless, I still do graphics and animations nowadays for conferences, at the same time designing programme books, banners and backdrops.

There are plenty of new things to learn in a short period of time. So far, things have been going well and I managed to gain reputation here and get to know a lot of important people as well as spending time working with them. People here are understanding but some of them likes to be in packs, I on the other hand try hard to not be in any kind of "circle" here minding my own business.

Alhamdulillah for everything good coming my way. Below are a few pictures I managed to capture within this year.

Her Ride

2010-12-17T19:33:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since I last blogged, so here I upload my girlfriend's ride parked outside my house

19th of October

2010-10-20T03:50:00.005+08:00

One fine off-day, playing Band Hero at her house and ke Soon Lee KB and went lepak di Marilyn during our 2 years 9 months we have been with each other.

Interview Again

2010-10-14T10:24:00.001+08:00

Currently at SPA again since 7.45 this morning. I really hate waiting. I wish I was at a Spa right now having a back and head massage. This is boring. The guy currently being interviewed must be really good, dari tadi wah ia dalam atu, panat.

Picture Updates

2010-10-13T13:12:00.002+08:00

How it went?

2010-10-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

I'm sure I did great during the interview =)

Upcoming Interviews

2010-10-09T03:41:00.004+08:00

I have an interview later as a Library Officer Assistant, they needed applicants who specialize in Library Science, how did they call me for interview? I know I applied because it's the C3 salary scale, didn't think they'd call. Oh well, I guess I'll just talk about libraries and how computers plays a good part in library management.

I just knew that library management have 5 codes, do you? Hehe, by the way, slow drivers on the right lane are really annoying. Some people just don't understand which timeline we are in at the moment. This is the Modern Age, where rules applies. Not the bronze age and some Mayan era.

Don't really know what to read for later. On the 14th there will be another interview for me, really sure it was the Ketua Teknik Kementerian Perhubungan post. Just trying my luck out of RTB though. Dapat2 nda2.

Saja kan update blog, kesian behantu sini ah. I finished two of my dream worlds recently (Red Dead Redemption and Uncharted 2 on the PS3). <-- I'm really confused if it's the close-bracket first, or the full stop first. Didn't try to find out until now.

I'm currently watching The Mentalist, ntah episode berapa kah sudah. Not bad, it's fun watching how he manipulates others' minds and know what's his suspect's next move. Can't wait for Dexter's latest season to come out, I believe it's season 5. Good character and intelligent sense of humour, I heard the main hero had cancer, hence the delay for the 5th season. But yeah, I'll stop watching Dexter if Michael C. Hall was replaced with some new guy from Boston.

Things To Do Today

2010-10-06T12:12:00.002+08:00

1. Wake up. (12.13pm)
2. Shower. (12.30pm?)
3. Breakfast. (1.00pm)
4. Car Wash. (2.00pm)
5. Games. (3.00pm)
6. Jogging. (3.30pm)
7. Off to my girlfriend's house. (4.30pm)
8. Off to Riviera KB for dinner with her. (6.00pm)
9. Off to Marilyn for dessert. (hmm around 8.00pm)
10. Lepak her house sampai pagi watching TV.

Spill The Beans

2010-10-04T04:14:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I really think that new blog layout makes me feel like I want to blog. What's happened the past few months? I gained 11kgs, and yes diet makes me super weak now since I'm used to eating. I get that sugar-deficiency-shakyhands-ish weakness when I reduce meal proportions. Jogging and sports replaced with PS3. I really need to get a grip on things now and start losing weight again. I need to set my target weight now before me and her start talking about engagement, or more pressuring, when our parents start talking about it. Night!

She's Home

2010-10-04T04:07:00.002+08:00

She wants Shabu-Shabu, Secret Recipe's cakes, Swensen's ice-cream and soon to come, Kimchi's Jeon pancake. Plenty of time to fit in all these cravings now she's home.

Caffeinated Eyes

2010-10-04T03:43:00.003+08:00

Hey folks, just updated the layout to this blog. No post updates though. =)

The Blog Being Left Alone

2010-07-05T00:15:00.004+08:00

I am sorry I haven't updated for a very-very-very long time. Didn't have time and didn't have enough things to blog about actually. Guess I really like the picture below that goes along with the music in the jukebox. After all these months, I've gained a remarkable amount of vocabs just by helping My 19 doing her assignments and essays. I've learned words like scrutiny, been using 'elevating' instead of 'increasing, psychology terms like 'tantrums', 'behaviorism', 'fading prompts' or.... I'll talk about the other words on my next post kali, I couldn't remember hehe.

Right now I'm playing Final Fantasy 13 and Modern Warfare 2 on my PS3, finished Metal Gear Solid 4, GTA4 a few months ago. Started playing games lately, like everyday consecutively. Woseh, 'consecutive' yo.. Aisshh.. I finished Final Fantasy 12 too after reassembling my brother's PS2 when I was extremely bored. I know I have a PS3, tapi still jua main PS2 just to finish my favorite game title Final Fantasy. Heheh panat. So now I finished Final Fantasy 7, 8, 9, 10, 12, and soon 13. Final Fantasy 11 atu online game ah, boring. Heard Final Fantasy 14 would be online too. Don't care I'll just buy it nanti.

Modern Warfare 2 is great too, I get to play with my buddies Edwin, Aizat, Raek, Nazirul, Yui, Fir, Duan, Elham, Jai and many more hehe. If you guys are reading this, I miss all of you. Including si Ros, Joe, Zizi, Khalid, Ditta, Nina, Saidah, Nadia, smua lah kamu hehe. Nanti tah lepak k, tampat kraja ku is making me work bullshit but aher kuar gaji ah. So I can't make it to most of your outings. However I would like things to be like it used to be when we were all studying.

My family? So far so good. Mama & Bapa sehat walafiat. Everyday they're thriving for a healthier life after retirement. I'm happy to see them cruise around Brunei or enjoying a daytrip to travelling overseas and all. I guess it's honeymoon once again hehe. My eldest brother is married, now currently waiting for my fruitchild insyaAllah. My younger brother finished his degree and my youngest sister had her convo last week Alhamdulillah. Things are going well in this family InsyaAllah.

Met my ITB friends too once in a while either at Taurean or TK, durang Faizuru, Azez, Bexx, Leejah and some others, I miss you guys too. We used to hang out a lot most of the time at ITB, or paling2 pun arah G-Mandan or G-Daniel at Rimba hehe. Lapar ku eh. Those guys at ITB ani pacah2 lah, fishing but not fishing, begila the whole time hehe.

My RTB genks? They're always ada lah everytime working. After work kalau nda Taurean ke Tarobubble tu. You know the one bawah jambatan di Gadong yang nasi katok atu. Most of the time di Taro lah, sal budgeting. Asrul, Khai, Piao, Doon, Ilmi, Ainah (ani urg saintis plg ni).

Now my Kamaliah. She's currently in London doing her last minute shopping before balik Brunei soon hehe. I miss her a lot. She's has been the greatest girl in my life. A good lover, bestfriend to me. She loves me unconditionally, there was never once during her days she forget about me and she always makes me feel calm despite my tendency to be awfully hot tempered for no valid reasons. Sometimes I wonder why am I being such an idiot to the best gift Allah has ever given me. She's such a sweet girl and she deserves to be treated greater. A long time ago, I really thought no one could ever love me ever, but I turned around and she was there. Never tired loving me. Alhamdulillah. I don't know of any greater words to praise Allah for giving me Lia. And I don't know any greater expressions to reveal and show how much I appreciate Lia's presence in my life.

I guess that's all for an update long awaited. All you readers wouldn't be checking my blog frequently as before by now I think. Each time you checked, there was never a new post hehe. So I doubt you'd be reading this post jua. Until my next post then, which I'm not sure when. =)

Loving 19.

My 19

2010-04-08T03:19:00.003+08:00

Honeymoon Hehe

2010-04-07T06:40:00.004+08:00

Winter Break in London

2009-12-23T04:29:00.000+08:00

Missing You

Brushes & Remembering You

2009-11-29T03:02:00.003+08:00

Don't really know what this is. Played around with some brushes at the old machine Collage. Made the moon, the stars and some orange red scribbles which formed something like a diminished Lia wording.

And there she was, adorable as always.

Dear Awang Faidhilah ;p

2009-11-28T22:18:00.004+08:00

One of those nights at the office when a friend tagur ebuddy ku di pc opis hahaha. Time panat n talo jua lagi.

Mohammad Doon MY says: dear awang faidhilah,
Mohammad Doon MY says: assalamualaikum, apa khabar awang faidhilah sekarang
Mohammad Doon MY says: harap2 awang sihat2

Faidhilah says: ya awang mohammad doon MY
Faidhilah says:
SIHAT
waalaikumussalam, mengikut tajuk yang disebutkan di atas, saya sehat walafiat

Mohammad Doon MY says: hahah
Mohammad Doon MY says: eh awang faidhilah
Mohammad Doon MY says: lepak kau krg?

Faidhilah says: bukankah salah seorang dari pihak tuan yang telahpun memaklumkan saya bahawa lepak akan dijalankan?
Faidhilah says: ya, saya lepak pada masa karang

Mohammad Doon MY says: ai?
Mohammad Doon MY says: iakan

Faidhilah says: iya. pihak tuan yang bernama asrul
Faidhilah says: apakah tuan belum maklum?

Mohammad Doon MY says: owh tuan yang terutama taiepow awg asrul bin pehin seri jaya katin awg hj mat don

Faidhilah says: tepat sekali

Mohammad Doon MY says: hamba dh maklum semua tu
Mohammad Doon MY says: p itu tak penting la
Mohammad Doon MY says: yang penting adakah tuan ada dvd kosong pada masa ini?

Faidhilah says: kenapakah ianya tidak penting? adakah tuan akan hadir?
Faidhilah says: hamba tidak mempunyai dvd kosong, apakah gunanya dvd kosong itu?

Mohammad Doon MY says: eh napa plak hamba tidak hadir
Mohammad Doon MY says: mati hamba kana buang uleh tuan asrul nanti
Mohammad Doon MY says: itu dvd kosng utk memasuk kan video convo la ngok

Faidhilah says: bagaimanakah pula tuan hamba di buang? sedangkan tuan hamba bukan kepunyaan hak milik pehin sijaya hatip taiepow asrul?

Mohammad Doon MY says: hahah adang2
Mohammad Doon MY says: jap g ku jln yo
Mohammad Doon MY says: ani ada cuzen ku dirumah
Mohammad Doon MY says: melayan c cuzen dulu
Mohammad Doon MY says: lam 1030 nsyallah ku sampai

Faidhilah says: hahahaha
Faidhilah says: bah
Faidhilah says: kimsalam if lawa

Mohammad Doon MY says: lawa eh... cute2 lagi
Mohammad Doon MY says: paling tua 4 tahun
Mohammad Doon MY says: mo?

Faidhilah says: bah buleh jua
Faidhilah says: nanti dah ku tua, dapat jadikan ehehehem

Mohammad Doon MY says: p paksa tah kau gtau bapa nya
Mohammad Doon MY says: gtau c lia

Faidhilah says: testuck leher ku wah tadi

Mohammad Doon MY says: kegatalan c pai menular2 sejak ketiadaan c lia dbrunei

Faidhilah says: nyangku dpt jadikan kawan cucu2 ku
Faidhilah says: alum g abis eh
Faidhilah says: iatah ku ter-ehehehem tu.. sakit mo leher ku ah

Mohammad Doon MY says: jap ah aku post ke fb ku
Mohammad Doon MY says: chek2 saja ah
Mohammad Doon MY says: hahah

Faidhilah says: hahahahaha bah

Mohammad Doon MY says: bah yo

My Star

2009-11-09T11:36:00.002+08:00

Everyday, she's learning to survive.

She tries to take care of herself.

Being alone in a big, different world.

She don't mind. She's strong. She fights everything with a smile.

I really miss you. Be strong.

Love always,
Fai.

Updates From Far Away

2009-11-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

The place that took my 19 away. These are pictures of what she could see from her window.

Evening in Wales.

Nice night lights.

Neighbouring Residents

Daylight.

Hehehe my 19.. :)

Updates

2009-11-07T01:47:00.005+08:00

Here are updates since the day she went. A few things going on in my life.

Before lunch, cold day.

Lunch at Ayamku Batu Bersurat

Looking at chics.

Training from 19th to 23rd October.

Aktiviti memancing sampah2 kakitangan RTB, last night. Went there after work.

Statue

2009-11-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

I just listened to this song on the radio 40 minutes ago in my car, it's such a true song. :)

Statue by Lil Eddie

When a day is sad and done in the middle of the night, when you're fast asleep my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
Telling myself im the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times i was certain you was gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When im still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer.
I shouldve been a [season], guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the sick i put you through,
Why did you make it hard
Its like youre living and i make you?
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer for.
I shouldve been a [season],guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)
And youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, never. (stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life i thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than i love myself.

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you ,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (you are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (the reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (and i want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (cause so bad im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love

Im the luckiest man alive.

365 days

2009-10-08T09:59:00.005+08:00

Lia, it's been 1 year, 8 months and 19 days we knew each other. That day I knew you, my life has changed. In time I started loving you and I couldn't figure out why I can't stop pursuing you since then. Even during my weakest moment and feeling exhausted, I couldn't give you up. Then you learnt to love me slowly and finally accept me.

You're such a wonderful person and I see magical things with you around.

Take care during your one year staying overseas. It's only a few hours after your flight, but your absence has done something to my heart, close to breaking it. I really miss you Lia.

I love you very much Kamaliah..

Love always,
Your Fai.

19

2009-08-09T23:39:00.004+08:00

Things that makes me happy:

1) My Parents

2) My Siblings

3) My Friends

Alhamdulillah, another happiness for me, is her.

A Few Days Ago

2009-08-09T23:32:00.004+08:00

Empty Paper

2009-06-24T15:16:00.001+08:00

Rainbow

2009-06-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

Life used to be a mess, now it's colourful.

=)

2009-06-21T04:39:00.002+08:00

For each happiness, care, love in my life. For all those moments that took my breath away. The last piece, the important one that completes the jigsaw I call life.

I'm smiling, but then again, I realized it's because I'm thinking of you.

For you, my 19.

Alhamdulillah.

Al-Fatihah

2009-06-05T10:28:00.001+08:00

Al-Fatihah untuk Arwah Hj Abdullah Bin Hj Othman

Sunny Days

2009-05-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

When we come to work like a snail, and go home like a bird

Smoking Spot

2009-05-25T09:51:00.001+08:00

Vacation~

2009-05-12T01:21:00.007+08:00

Terkenang si dia di seberang laut sulnya

Kucing dalmation kana buang ani wah

Welcoming drink, while bilik kana housekeeping.

Mana lagi baik ni urang ah hahaha

Senaman Aerobic, setibanya masuk di bilik hotel.

Hmm.. Jamban ni yo, basar kan? Executive Hotel punya jamban.

Tapi awal2, kami nda tecari mana jamban, so arah pokok lah saja.

Ani sinknya, tampat beludah and muntah dan yang sewaktu dengannya.

Ani, tampat ngambil air untuk buat kopi & teh

Nunggu taxi kami, si Jaafar.

Tampat kami shopping, nda lah seberapa barangnya. Bali stukin pun, kira boleh d pakai buang lah if harganya cematu. Belagak mcm orang kaya lah sekali sekala.

Seorang dari warga Cina kami sedang di dalam menunaikan kewajipannya, kita gelar ia Pao, bukan nama sebenar. Kan Pao? Hahaha.

Jalan menuju ke Pantai berhampiran Hotel kami. Ani baru swimming pool.

Bejurit starfish mo~

Kemudian malam lapas swimming, kami makan macam ambuk kana belacan di Restoran Hotel, fuh.. Jgn ku diingati lagi eh.. Muntah ku karang..

Dua kakitangan RTB yang terlena setelah kenyang. Kan lunggarkan butang seluar konon, atu pun nda muat wah lapas d lunggarkan. Yang diri2 luar tingkap hotel atu sedang menganggu kententeraman orang ramai, lain wah. Kan dijadikan ceta, urang kalau kanyang teranah ah, ia if kanyang ngacau urang plg keraja nya~ Hahaha

Nope, bukan kami yg nyiruk ni, banar~ bukan~

Work Loads

2009-05-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

Recently, we were give a heavy task, which is to change Berita Nasional & News At Ten to make it look corporate. We succeed, but since that task until now, we can never go home while the sun is still up. Asal balik malam! Asal malam balik!

Mana-mana orang kan bawa lepak atu, paham2 tah dikit haha

Indahnya keraja~ Chawey~

Memanat

Tu liat, manusia ni mun udah stress, nda lagi siuman mo~

Ada lah jua kami balik time siang, tapi komplen kan mati lah kami d luar. Kalau tah buleh tutup telipun tarus demi keluar opis tu.

KK 17 - 19 April

2009-05-12T01:05:00.006+08:00

The first picture was taken at Brunei International Airport, Mama posing in front of a picture taken by my brother.

Arm in arm

The overrated 1 Borneo.

19~

My midnight walk

Imperial Breakfast

Another 19 at KK airport

Chill

2009-04-18T15:07:00.001+08:00

Back To A Year Ago

2009-04-17T14:25:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, I'm blogging for the sake of this haunted blog. But I'll be leaving in 2hrs and 25mins. Where? The picture above I believe was taken there. Just a two-nights stay. I am really going to miss my 19.

Khalid & Ismah Nikah Ceremony

2009-04-04T01:38:00.002+08:00

I was in my car with Ros on our way to Ismah's house. We talked about how many of us been married. We concluded that our total was 3 people.

Ros : Yo, 3 orang dah kawan tani kawin yo ah, nda lagi ramai ni tani ah.

Fai : Awu eh, hehe 3 orang. Sapa lagi next ah?

Ros : Hahaha talo, nada 3 orang yo, 4 orang kali ah!! Si Ismah wah kawan tani jua.

Fai : Hahaha ko ani tah, namanya si Ismah kawin sama Khalid, kira satu wedding lah tu.

Ros : Cua deh pkir lagi.

Fai : Hahaha awu banar jua ah, 4 orang tu yo ehhhhh!!

Anyway, congratulations to Khalid & Ismah. May Allah bless both of you, Dunia & Akhirat. Care for each other, for the rest of your lives. Amin.

Ros & Ijal

Khalid & Ismah. Sorry, gambar mu baca akad nada Lid. Hahaha steady eh urang atu, sekali baca saja~ Mun aku wah, iatah "Saya terima nikahnya, 500 ja, tima kasih~"

Beranak tia durang ah, hehehe jgn marah~

Wishes & Prayers

2009-04-01T02:00:00.003+08:00

I wish everyday would be like today

I pray those feelings stay forever

I hope there will never be a day without me in that mind.

End

2009-03-30T10:39:00.004+08:00

Here are some faces and places I manage to update myself with during last week of March ani.

That's Farid

Doon

Farid with Taurean Waitress

Khai & Piao

Taurean Sky

Here are my ITB genks, this is Minor.

Bexx and Hardy

Faizuru and Datul

Bexx and his girlfriend

Now, my MS genks. This is Zizi and Khalid, at Aneka Rasa lunch.

This is TK. Jul's on the left, Ed on the right.

Fir with his PSP. Farhan's side.

My March was ok. Had a great time on Sunday 22nd. Will always remember it.

Always 19.

26 March

2009-03-26T11:38:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mama, moga sentiasa sehat walafiat, dimurahkan rezeki, bahagia di Dunia & di Akhirat. Amin.

One Sunday at KB

2009-03-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

First of all, congratulations to Afzan and Fairuz on your wedding. Hehe nice to see my ITB genks jua ramai sana.

After the wedding, me and my RTB genks went to Seria to see the RTB carnival at OGDC.

Atu yang ngambang tu si Apiz Pazeme

Asrul control

This pic? No comment ah, nda ku tau behapa durang.

After Seria, I went to KB for sushi dinner at Excapade. Ada laki2 cina atu wah, kiut kali ah~ Ukan plg aku kekiutan, ada lah tu orangnya hahaha. Went for a trip around KB, back to OGDC, followed a Toyota Vios lagi round2 Seria kali. Got lost, and later managed to find my way home. Baik jua ada map navigation arah tipun ku. Becakap lagi tu. "Limpasi OGDC, ada kubur kan tu if ko straight, awu galap tu sana, ada cerita nya tu. Then ada banyak sampah kan? Bah, turn left ah, then cari kadai Nasa. Dahtu straight ja tu k. Bah~"

Now this picture may be black with noise pixels. But it's the most beautiful picture I've ever taken. Using 5mp mobile only. Lawa kali ah. Masterpiece ni, sapa buleh ngalahkan. ;p

My Birthday

2009-03-17T14:40:00.006+08:00

Birthday cake from my RTB buds

Calories? Everything's alright I guess for one day.

Hehe a great cake. Thanks dudes.

CA Mohd Gadong, acara makan-makan. Piao & Ilmi.

Farhan & Jul

Doon & Khai. Bertentang mata yo.. Indah eh~

The rest of my genks.

The whole outdoors CA Mohd was ours that night.

Ani yang nampak gigi ani si Ros, yang kinta minta gambarnya masuk blog ku kajanya ah. Hehehe.

Raek

The smoking section.

Asrul & Ilmi. Asrul balik kaja tu. Hehe.

MFA dudes.

A present from Mama =)

Thanks everyone for remembering my birthday.

Last Moments of Being Two-Two

2009-03-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

Here are pictures taken before my birthday

My off-day, Patisserie Beribi with Jul and Zizi.

Pictures below, just a day before my birthday kali.

There was this bank guy, he walked dengan macho nya, macam ambong lah sulnya arah kami. Sekali ada batu wah, ia tesipak tarus kan tegugur. Lapas atu dengan macho nya eksen tia buang kes bejalan. Ngam2 dapan kami. Aku tu nda kan ketawa, tapi sial, si Doon wah mukanya nda tahan, tarus ku belusir buka pintu kereta si Doon tawa, Doon, Asrul and Piao belusir belakang kerita ku and tunduk ampir exhaust ketawa berabis. Si Ilmi lagi mahal, tarus kuarkan tipun wah eksen tipun tapi mua ketawa. Hahahaha aku ani jarang kan ketawa sampai gila. Time atu aku ketawa sampai betitikan air liur wah, hahahaha pacah. That guy yang kan gugur tu? Hahaha nda lagi panaskan enjin, tarus jalan ia bawa malu. Hahahaha gila. The picture above is Piao lakonkan smula apa yang terjadi hahaha tulah eh anak cina tu.

Yesterday

2009-03-11T12:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my off day. Went to settle business during lunch, visit my RTB genks and jalan2 ma durang patang. Then in the evening lepak ma genk MS.

Ntah apa durang rasuahkan. Btw, kerita pajero belakang atu, bebulan2 sudah parking di RTB tu. CHaweyyyyyyyyy!!! Pajero cam apa!! Hahahaha

What's that arah wiper keta si Khai?

Zoom dulu.

Hahaha sorry Khai~ udahtah for sale $1.99, boleh runding lagi tu.

Sanak tarus leher si Khai, buka tie selajur.

Looks like Doon has one too~

CA Mohd Gadong. Edwin langap-langap.

Aizat cerita wah ni, tarus ku gambar. Hehe. Durang dua ekong belakang atu behapa kah. Si Jul & Zizi. Termenung saja ah.

Marul cuti from laut

Farhan. Napa kawan2ku semua bulat2 sudah kepala ani ah, botak melulu.

Hehe posing ni anak ah. Kira ia posing, tapi ia nda mau ketara, buat macam ia cakap sma Edwin nya. Hahaha lakat jua ketara ia posing~

Lapas tutup CA Mohd, me, Farhan, Jul and Zizi lepak2 luar, liat hujan.

Night Shift

2009-03-09T12:07:00.002+08:00

Work

G Ahmad & Roslan in black. Roslan? No he's not peeing, that's his best pose hahaha.

Parking luar RTB, arah tanah lapang.

The Syariah building is on the other side of the road. Looks nice at night.

Lunch, Life & 19

2009-03-08T13:27:00.002+08:00

My friends at work usually have a quick lunch, we start the car engine and have a few puffs. On the road, then we start discussing where to go for lunch. It's always like that, we don't actually care where we go for lunch, we just need some ideas. When most of us agreed, then we'll have a quick lunch. By 1pm, we would finish lunch and we would discuss the things that will be good to do next. Like a Pool game at Master Alim Kiulap for example. At the same time remembering 19.

Usually by the time we go back to the office, we would either be sleepy, thirsty or bored. Usually I sleep, but since work banyak, I plug my earphones to my handphone, listen to music and start working on the Clarity Machine. Remembering 19.

At around 5pm, it would be another Parking Talk before we head home. With a little bit of 19.

Then on my 20-30mins way home, I would remember 19 for the rest of that afternoon, the evening and during my sleep.

Flash Back

2009-03-05T14:08:00.004+08:00

Last December, me and Jul went to our old school. Jul is now teaching at Sekolah Menengah Rimba, where dulu, this place used to be Maktab Sains Paduka Seri Begawan Sultan. Now Maktab Sains is located in Muara. But still, this place (the one in Rimba) brings back memories. Since in December, students were having their long break. I took the chance to explore and take pictures of former Maktab Sains in Rimba, the place where me and my genks grow up. Well dulu colour skulah ani white with green shades plg. Now it's orange.

This is the foyer, a place where people like me and my friends rarely go, since banyak cikgu. We usually came to school incomplete. Ada yang nda besongkok, pakai selipar ke skulah aku slalunya, rambut panjang, hmm Edwin~ Biasa tu haha. There was a time where me, Zizi and Edwin highlighted our hair. Ed's was copper, Zizi blonde, and mine reddish copper. Pernah melintas Cigu Disiplin, Ck. Samat, with our hair like that, tapi ntah, nda ia nampak kali. He was right in front of us, but something else caught his attention that time. Kami kabak2 sudah. Hahaha.

Ani Library, our favourite place jua. Naik atas, then masuk in between bookracks, TIDUR! Hahaha nda pun, ngacau orang, sapa saja lah yang belajar di Library atu di kacau. Sampai naik tu Librarian suruh kami diam. Berakal banar. The Multi-Purpose Hall. A spacious place from the inside, with a piano (which really needs to be tuned) on top of the stage. Here we sit for our exams, and outside the hall was the place we do our last-minute revision before entering the hall. I remember during O'Level, I studied for 7 papers, but not one. Additional Maths. So I entered the hall and the envigilator (lurus kah spelling?) gave us the A.Maths paper. I turned the pages, and wrote my name. After that I sat down to relax, since I couldn't answer. Edwin was behind me. After a while, I heard footsteps. Rupanya si Jul. Ia request kan duduk atas pentas, pasal sajuk kali. So he went up the stage and just sat there. Senyum2 jua ia liat kami! Ketara nda belajar ah. Hahaha me and Edwin felt like laughing liat Si Jul atu. Nda pedah ko duduk atas pentas Jul, mengacau kami saja hahaha. And then during A'level, I think Si Jul nda belajar for Geo, inside the hall there's a changing room right, and a few sofa. Si Jul tidur jua sana, sampai envigilator katuk wah, "Hey it's 15mins, are you okay?" hahahaha beparam tia pulang anak atu di jamban tido, bukannya kan exam. Assembly? Yup di sini jua. Kami jarang pulang masuk, escape ke Wesmart pulang kami slalunya. Nda pun escape rumah Zizi. Canatah kan masuk, kadang2 kami pakai stukin itam etc. Bida wah kana suruh pakai stukin putih atu. So lastly, kami minjam setampik stukin putih org. N pakai. Time spotcheck, liatkan setampik saja.. "Stukiin putih kali aaah kami niiii.. buleeehh!"

This is the Surau, tampat beribadat and bagi me and my genks tampat revision jua. I was such a good boy that I spent much time in the Surau~ Banar, manadaku escape and lari ke surau, banar~ *Hint2 Ros, Aizat, Edwin, Zizi, Jul, aku dan yang sewaktu dengannya~* Hahahahahaha

Ani tempat berwudhu bini2. Hehe me, Jul and Edwin ada kenangan ni sini. We were inside right during revision. This is the place where we smoke during revision week. Si Jul alum plg smoking tu time atu, me and Edwin saja smoke, and Jul was singing so loud, ntah lagu Amy Search kah apa tu. Then zinc tampat berwudhu atu kana katok uleh cikgu, "Hoi behapa kamu tu??" Atu durang pajah sigup, si Edwin tarus belusir ke dalam Surau eksen belajar, Si Jul antah lari ke mana kah, sudah ilang ke art block kali anak atu. And aku, time ku belusir kan belajar, Cikgu Hadion sudah menyubuk, hahahaha nampak jua aku belusir tu, awu banar, ketara bedusa eh. "Oooo besigup kamu pulang ah, kamu ani tah banar, siapa tadi belusir ke art block atu??"

"Em, ntah cigu, nda kami tau, ia tu besigup tadi ah, kami sini saja dangani ia.." Hahaha baik jua kami lapas. And Cikgu atu alum kedapatan siapa yang besigup banarnya, sal nada bukti hahaha. Awu sori2, andangnya gauk wah.

Ani belakang Art Block, I think this is the place tampat Si Jul betapuk hahaha. Sini ani pun penah jua kami ni menyamseng.

Nampak pagar basi atu? Dulu manada pagar basi tu, pagar dawai saja. Iatah pagar atu belubang kan, hahaha sana tah tampat kami escape tu ke rumah Zizi, Ros or Daus. Aku ingat kami pernah jadi macam agent spy wah rasa kan keluar dari lubang ah. Sorang2 lagi tu, macam commando. Kalau sector clear, ok maju sorang ke dapan. Then sorang, sampai kami semua lapas keluar, baru kami cabut dari skulah.

Ani basketball ani dulu time kami ada net lakat ni. Patang2, iatah membagi bebau baju ni, bepaluh main. Ani antah, mana tia kah net nya, ganas kanak-kanak karang ani nyamu.

Lawa sudah padang bula nya, dulu chaweyy pulang ni, licak lagi tu.

This is the waiting bay, tampat urang tunggu parents. Di sini lah jua tampat cuci mata ni. Dari kantin nampak ni sapa-sapa lepak sini. Selalunya drg Popiah girls lah lepak sini kalau break time atau patang. Durang Nina, Ditta, Nani, Rusy, Tika, Liyana, Fatin, ramai lah. And kalau dalam pukul 5, driver si Raek ni lepak2 sini ah komplen2 yang si Raek selalu betabiat, main bula tia apa dulu. Driver pulang tunggu ia wah hahaha. Sapa namanya ah driver si Raek atu, si Undang kah, atau si Ronggeng, hmm Ronggeng atu urang belakang kantin tu eh. Si Undang kali. Ingat ku tu ia cakap, "Si Raek ini kok nggak bisa pulangnya terus ya, saya capek tunggu di sini."

This is the walkway from the Waiting Bay to the Canteen. This path kadang-kadang macam jauh ni, if you see Cikgu Disiplin di ujung tunggu2 meliat sapa nda bawa songkok. Kalau the girl you like ada pun ada rasanya macam jauh ni jalan sini ah.

Ada recycle bin sudah yo. Dulu iatah di lungkang saja ni membuang tin minuman.

This is our canteen, tampat ni banyak kenangan hehehe.

Tampat ani kami panggil "bawah pokok." This is where Bernazzz was formed by durang Marul, Faisal, Patee, Sanny, etc. So kalau kan bejumpa, kami selalu cakap, "Jumpa bawah pokok saja."

"Layannn."

This is the sidewalk ke belakang kantin.

Assembly Area, dulu we used to have assembly sini during form 1, 2, 3 atu. But lastly I think pasal overcrowded, nada lagi assembly sini. Hehe kerita Prado si Raek and Marul ampit ni parking sini time kami final year. Haha cana kerita atu masuk? Use your creativity~ Dari waiting bay yo hahaha. Kerita ku parking ngam2 dalam waiting bay saja. Tantu behatap, nda panas.

Lastly, Belakang Kantin. Sini ani semua peringkat umur ni lepak sini. Senior, Junior semua sini sigup. Di sinilah bermulanya term, "Genk Belakang Kantin". Hahaha complete sama spy lagi tu, mencheck if ada cikgu on their way ke Kantin ani. Kami alum pernah kedapatan lah. Except time di Surau atu, atupun lapas hahaha.

Well that's all kali, ngaleh ku menaip ah. I miss Maktab Sains.

Outside Broadcasting

2009-03-05T02:57:00.005+08:00

We were posted at the OB Van at the Stadium for providing graphics for the Singapore League, DPMM v Super Reds FC. Brunei won 2-1 against Super Reds by the way. We were told that the OB Van will be using the Clarity Machine for CG. Tapi antah, machine apa kah namanya tu yang dalam atu. So the plans of using our animation was cancelled, since machine JenCG atu don't have a source for patching jua with the Vision Mixer. Hehe, I don't think you guys paham apa ku cakap ani, awu kan saja tia.

So to make things short, we end up naik ke Stadium and liat the game.

This is what it's supposed to look like. Piao is the mastermind of this design. Sayang nda bepakai. Liatlah cana maybe the recording of the match tadi atu will be given post-graphics later.

Ani si Yunus, ntah napa ia posing catu arah keta ku.

Inside the OB Van.

Burung acang ni mati, sapa kah bunuh. Bukan aku ah, Demi Allah bukan aku. Aku lakat stidi ni drive keta. Murid Hjh Jauyah kali ah belajar keta di Sengkurong. Hahaha!

Minum jap before the game starts.

My entrance pass. With my favourite number. Lucky me.

Everyday Till It's Beautiful

2009-03-03T11:37:00.001+08:00

And I Never Thought I Could Love Someone

So Much That I Gave Up On Everything

Sunday

2009-03-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

Went to Gadong tadi with Jul, then Khalid & Ismah came. This picture was taken at bawah Jembatan yang ampir Mall ah.

This was taken there too.

This was taken not long ago. I've lost 10kgs in February, it was fucking hard! I'm going to carry on doing what I'm doing until I'm finally okay. For me, if I lose around 30kgs pun, I would still be a fat guy. I'm posting my fat pictures once in a while. So one day if I achieve my goal, I would remember what it's like to be the Fai now. So aku nda belabeh cam apa. Hahaha. Ingat Pai, ingat, ko tu lampuh dulu. Jan kan beulah ani. Hahahaha. I hope I will lose weight by December. Banartah, I want to lose weight. And I hope I don't stop, whatever happens, I don't want to stop dieting. Dulu atu, was a stupid mistake. Doing this diet thing not for myself dulu atu. Right now, I'm doing this for myself. Banar!!! Iatah if kamu nampak aku beranti diet ani, tampar ku! Eh jgn eh, tampar si Jalak sama si Linting lah. Ntah sapa kah si Jalak sama si Linting ani.

Morning Shift

2009-02-26T01:54:00.003+08:00

A picture of BSB during sunrise.

My Japanese Green Tea, Taurean Arch, after work, sunset.

Hi! I can't sleep tonight, so I took out my laptop, just browsed a few files, suddenly my wireless light blinked. So I connected to local connection. I remembered telling you guys, rusak right my laptop punya wireless. Time atu, ia mau connect to wireless connection, but only for one minute, lapas atu disconnected tia. This goes on sampai pagi beganti malam beganti pagi. But now, my wireless ok tia, I don't know for how long. Iatah I'm using it right now, ambil kesempatan ini untuk blogging hahaha. Amazingly, nda pun disconnected hahaha. Hepi jua ku tu. Tapi my DVDRom lakat rusak pulang. Jadi keraja ni ah mun kan memformat time DVDRom rusak ani.

Sun Sun Sun

2009-02-24T07:19:00.007+08:00

It started when I visited a friend. From there we visited another friend. Then we went for a cruise when another friend called that there's a birthday party at his house for his niece and so we went. Then there's this frisbee in my car, decided to play it at a beach. The others were playing futsal, so we played our own sport.

My Activities This Week

2009-02-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

These are pictures taken last Tuesday, went chilling with Jul, Khalid, Ismah, Raek, Ros and Zizi at Aneka Rasa for afternoon tea. Then went shopping for shirt and ties at Gadong. Later Karaoke, then we went back to Aneka Rasa Kiulap limpang2, lapas atu main frisbee sampai kul 2am.

Ani pictures taken the next day, after work we went to Coffee Bean lepak.

And these are pictures taken today. Me with one of the P.As, this is Azimah.

Asrul caik, whenever I take his picture, he's always facing the PC monitor. Karak.

This is another P.A, Azizi writing something on the News line-up. Rilek saja bro.

One And Only

2009-02-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

Someone at the studio was making me angry at 7pm, can't it be anyone else to do your stupid job since you're not interested in making everything alright? Stressful times. Went to the office to cool myself down. Far from that psycho.

I opened a file, which consist of someone's picture. The only thing that managed to keep me calm. I didn't want to bother you, whenever you're not around, I need to find a little piece of you to make me understand that you're not there and I can still live my life and be happy for you.

Ofcourse I can be happy for you, I'm always happy for you.

Photocopy Life

2009-02-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

Me and my colleagues did a portfolio of our work this morning, then we went for lunch while I go shop for printer ink and ice-cream. I'm on a night shift so we went to our Boss' house to send it to him, I needed someone to back me up just for an hour.

Right now, I'm tired. Earlier this afternoon, I heard a song at 90.7fm, Aku Bertahan by Rio Febrian. An almost perfect song I dedicate to someone.

Okay, I need to go back to work, night folks.

-For 19

RTB Carnival at ICC

2009-02-12T18:49:00.004+08:00

After lunch today, we went to ICC to check out on the RTB folks there. Then went back to RTB bandar for work. Ed visited me right after he finished teaching.

My Yesterday With Buddies

2009-02-12T18:02:00.002+08:00

Very Weak

2009-02-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

Trying to improve myself is very hard work. I exercised like shit and starve like shit double with cheese. I get weak but I can't turn to food for energy. If I do, the next morning I will punch the wall next to my weight scale when I found out that I did not lose at least a few grams. I'm not afraid to tell that I cried thinking how tough most things are.

That's when I turn to you, because it's the indulgement I get at the end of the day. Allah knows how happy I am to be with you at the end of a hard day's work. I'm not afraid to tell that I cried thinking how much I'm glad to have you

I can't afford to lose you, the person who makes right all the wrongs in my life. Me without you is the worst self at its most miserable state. I don't know what it feels like to lose all memories. But I'm sure everything seems empty, and we'll go crazy not knowing who to turn to. I'm not afraid to tell that I cried thinking that I dont want to lose you.

I pray that everytime I turn around I'd see you. I'm not afraid to tell that I cried thinking of how much I love you.

Late

2009-02-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Came late for work this afternoon.

I walked through the doors.

Suddenly a guy came out from one of the rooms and looked at me.

Let's call him Guy A.

Guy A: Eh kau~ Apa ada? Ada main band kah hari ani?

Me: (Ah, sapakan ni...) Eh awu, aku ni. Main band apa ah?

Guy A: Ko di mana kan?

Me: Maksudmu section kah?

Guy A: Awu wah..

Me: Section Graphic, napa?

Guy A: Oh, arah Hj Jalil dulu kah?

Me: Awu, tapi Hj Jalil pindah sudah arah reporting.

Guy A: Bah yo, ciao dulu.

Me: Hehe bah.

Guy A: Pikir orang band eh, baju mu atu wah.

Me: Haha bukan eh, saja2 pakai smart.

Me: (Hahaha apakan tadi tu)

Sunshine

2009-02-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hi! I'm currently stressed and f*cking pissed after doing a tough job alone. Now I'm listening to Gabrielle - Sunshine. Nice song, I thought I didn't have to be angry long so I listened to this sweet piece, and remembered that I have you.

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live life
And fulfill my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came, you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for new heights
You inspired me to try
Felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Coz when you came you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I set adrift
You anchor me
You're there for me

Sunshine
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..

My 19

Empty Paper

2009-02-05T00:41:00.004+08:00

Hi! I'm blogging using my phone now. Hehe it's hard without my laptop functioning well. Usually I can finish blogging in a minute or so. After I'm done with this post, my nails will feel numb. I dislike typing through phone keypads.

I started blogging in 2005 if I recall. My layout back then was blue. Now it's white since it looks more cheerful to readers. Yes, readers. The reason I'm a blogger.

When you meet me you might say I'm quiet. Actually I'm not, I have quite a lot in my mind. But when you're face to face with someone, you might need to study them. They might look like they don't want to listen to you. One of the reasons why I kept quiet.

The good thing about blogging is, you don't need to wait for the right moment to tell others what's in your mind. They just have to type your blog adress when they're ready. And there it is, your thought they're reading.

At some point in my life, I really want to quit blogging because I don't actually have anything to say about this life of mine which flows in a constant, slow pace. But I need this blog at times when I really need someone to talk to, or you could say, someone who reads these thoughts.

I need this blog to deliver messages to those who are sometimes away from my life, out of reach. I hope nobody will have to be out of reach again, ever.

I can't afford not having things going my way anymore.

Right this moment, feelings towards you is at its peak.

-Definitely 19

2009-02-01T20:48:00.002+08:00

This is one pretty drawing. The sweetest thing someone has ever done for me. The cutest way of cheering my day. Now I wonder, why I can't stop smiling? Hehe. Thank you very much.

Always 19.

Sg. Tilong

2009-01-29T07:32:00.003+08:00

Hi! On Tuesday I went to Sg. Tilong to chill with my MS buddies, well some of them. Their activities there were usually gaming and internet-ing. I'm at the office now for morning shift.

Yui

Farhan & Raek main game bula

Fir

Edwin

Farhan kan balik

Keritanya tekubur ah rah lumpur. Guess mana lumpur nya pegi?

Hahaha arah keta ku jua sial ah!

This is Jai, in white T.

The Girl Who NDA MAU BALIK

2009-01-27T12:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DITTA!!! Hahaha if there's a shop where I can get you one of those peppermint naughty gifts di Brunei ani, I'll send you one. And nobody looks like a maid unless they wear a scarf hahaha. So you're safe then, eventhough you're having this picture in the KITCHEN, doing same BAKINGS. Hahaha I'll think of what to give you okay.

2009-01-27T12:18:00.002+08:00

Hi, here I am blogging using my cheap phone hehe. Usually after my night shifts I go out for a drink either with RTB genks, Ed and the chipmunks or meet with my ITB buddies at random places. Last night I chilled with RTB folks for half an hour at Mamih. Then I went to CZ Gadong to meet Ed, Duan and Yui for about 15mins. Dahtu CZ tutup. Thought durang Raek ada hehe.

Tonight I'm on a night shift lagi, maybe I'll meet Ed lagi karang

Tahlil at Bungsu's Place

2009-01-26T19:41:00.008+08:00

Hi! I'm currently at the office, I'm blogging here because something's wrong with my laptop. So I'll be updating here saja lah. Hehe tadi ada tahlil arah rumah bungsu, nda jua ramai lah, kami2 saja.

Azim and Hamdi

Ani yg belabih ani, namanya Nasir. Kami panggil ia si Awang. N kadang2 Shin-Chan.

Mama in black baju kurung. Congratulations for your retirement Ma.

Lapas makan, biasalah. Kami keluar ambil angin huhu.

Ani Putri, hehe one of Hamdi's lil sis.

Shin-Chan liat hamster.

Dalam ani, it's a hamster yang bernama Hamilton.
Nurul tu bagi nama.

Hehe Putri lagi.

Ani eksen ni nyibuk Shin-Chan ah.

Then I went straight to work. Oh awu, aku lukis2, bored ku.

Time For A Rest

2009-01-24T23:33:00.003+08:00

I'm now at Holiday Lodge with Jul and his kwn2 d kpg. It's raining outside and d bawah ada function ramai orang baju melayu. They're having karaoke too.

We're at 4th floor, so all songs they're singing we can hear from this floor. One song caught my heart, a song by Celine Dion, Because You Loved Me.

You used to tell me that you liked her songs, I was smiling when I heard it tadi. Just then, I have the song in my phone too, been listening to it ever since.

It's been a year and five days. I'm glad I have you in my life. Stay forever more.

After The Flood

2009-01-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

Kami round2 Gadong, semua blackout. Ani aku highlight kawasan McDonald's.

Ani mahal ni Ka Maslizah candid. Hahaha

Apa? Haha nada. Saja upload gambar kami after the flood. Road to work pun macam desert sudah. Lapas kaja dimalam I went to Taurean with Asrul sQ caik. Hmm, the last four pics were taken tadi at work. Aku ganti orang malam ani, patutnya off pulang hehe.

Flood In Bandar

2009-01-21T11:44:00.004+08:00

Lastnight was a catastrophe. Sana sini wah banjir.

Haha orang semua lalu dapan to get home. Kami wah majal lalu belakang, and begambar.

We can't even get to our cars.

All roads to go home were blocked by heavy flood, sana sini wah orang msg, jangan lalu Gadong lah, jangan lalu Kiulap lah, jangan lalu Jalan Tutong lah. Hehe last2 ke Mamih saja kami, namanya nda dapat balik. Jalan highway ke Lumut nda plang block sulnya. ;p

Asrul lepak rumah until 4.30am. On our way home, we were counting kerita orang accident. Banyak wah.. Scary.. Jalan kana block pun banyak. And people were driving on wrong sides of the road ani wah. I'm not exaggerating! I'm f-ing serious! Look at the picture, banyak kerita ah on the wrong lanes. And this is 2.15am.

My Wish

2009-01-19T00:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday whoever you are.

=)

My Saturday Night

2009-01-19T00:43:00.007+08:00

I went out of the house since midnoon. Chilled at the office to watch Doon and Ilmi do their work.

Then at night, Mama bawa makan di Excapade Gadong.

Abg Ami and his fiance Kaka Ema

Mama & Bapa enjoying their tempura.

Nurul with her pout.

A while later I went back to the office to burn some files into a DVD. Lapastu chilled with
Edwin and chipmunks at TK. Met Minor, Eddy and Madie jua sana, my ITB buddies.

Then I went to Taurean Arc to meet with RTB buddies, Piao and Khai.

Khai with flames di belakang, hasil effect cucul ah.

Taking a picture arah ceramin. Haha siuk wah. Piao pun vain taking pics of himself.

Then hujan labat, so we thought outdoors weren't good. We went to Mamih Kiulap.

Asrul came with his friend Yahya. Tu liat matanya macam ada iblis ah ;p hahaha

Oh this pic was taken tadi pagi at work, si Diq pakai tupi Viking ah hahaha pacah.

Some random pics of work.

FCP Training Lalah

2009-01-16T01:39:00.004+08:00

I was sent for training from Monday to Thursday. On Monday and Tuesday ok lah, pasal I was on a morning shift. So ok lah pasal dapat skip keraja and go to Sungai Akar for training. But on Wednesday and Thursday tadi, shift malam. Training wah pagi. Tarus keraja malam kali? I went to look for guys yang dapat replace aku lah kirakan. No one wanted to replace my night shift. So at 4.30pm after my training I went to RTB Bandar for my night shift keraja. Then the next morning datang training pagi and keraja lagi sampai tangah malam. Steady bui2. Ani ancur ku sudah ni.

Goodnight!

(L - R) Ridz, Azin, Khairul, Doon

Break Time

Watching my car.

Pg Mohd Alam and Ridz

Fishball & Sausage ;p

Hj Jumat sitting to do his practical

Hehe yang lain follow the flow je~

Nani editing her Livetext project. Namaku tu oi ko experiment ah!

FCP Training @ RTB Sg. Akar

2009-01-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

Starting today for four days, I'm posted at RTB Sg. Akar for Finalcut Pro training. My boss time kami attachment di RTB Anggerek 2 years ago pun ada, Pg Mohd Alam. And bejumpa sama genk veteran lah ramai like Hj Jumat, Uncle Omar Ali, Pg Zainuddin, Hj Dollah, Ridz and ramai lah. Nani and her colleagues pun ada. A cold day. And I was damn tired after the training, selajur tidur wah tadi kajap sampai rumah ah.

Pimp Ilmi's Ride

2009-01-11T00:50:00.006+08:00

Hi, today's post is about how we pimped Ilmi's car masa ia birthday tadi, 10th January. On the other hand, I would like to say happy birthday to Minor jua today.

First durang ani kira lunch lah di Express Kiulap, aku wah ahir by the time ku datang durang kira abis sudah makan ah. So ku minta dangani lah makan di Manjaro, then sambil makan sambil lawan Ilmi main chess and dam. Bukan ku kalah banarnya Mi, pasal ko birthday wah, iatah bagi chance. Sian jua kan. Hahaha. Dahtu si Doon drive balik ke ofis, while anak betuah c Ilmi tu nda drive ke Kiulap. So ia duduk belakang and aku jadi driver. Dalam kerita beulah lah ya, "Driver, antar saya ke ofish ya, saya ada meeting nih." The whole perjalanan atu perasan jadi bos wah ya. Sampai eksen lagi ia betipun, ia ckp aku driver talor and suruh boss ku pecat aku lah kirakan sal aku melawan cakap saja ah and tawa-tawa. Awu Mi, liat saja apa ku balas dendam karang~ Hahahaha kerita behias ni bui2~ And then I chilled at the ofis jap, ngacau org and main game di opis. Dahtu orang gilak datang c Asrul dan mission kami pun bermula. Kami turun kira alasan lah aku kan shopping, mesti jua awal atu ku shopping mun nda mati ku, kira eksen lah kami. Dahtu di bawah kami mulakan lah projek Pimp My Ride RTB atu. Orang Pusat Sejarah pun betulehan wah arah bangunan sebalah ah. Hahaha. Pemos yo, kalah Pemos Amos. Apakan..

Bah liat saja tah gambar ah, ku membebel sini pun macamtah kamu membaca haha.

Before Pimp My Ride, ani mondeo normal mode lakat.

Perkakas-perkakas serta resipi untuk digunakan.

Ani yg mahal ni, ada angpau ah.

Kami dengan bermurah hati juga memberikan Lips & Mudguard untuknya

Nda payah membali Mi haha.

Awu, lesen becensor, kana intai karang hahaha. Tapi di bawah ada ku lupa censor, malas ku lagi hahaha

Mcm Model kerita Ferarri ah. Hehehe, ani wah Mondeo berarak.

Orang yang ditunggu sudah tiba, dengan muka stressnya hahaha.

Hmm, sampah aku buang. Berani buat berani mati bui..~

Jamming

2009-01-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

A jam gathering at Ace Studio Serusop with RTB gangs

You

2009-01-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

I'm usually good at understanding things. Why this goes that way. Why everything wasn't always enough. How come this, how come that. I always know and usually I'm always right.

But there are things, some things, I really couldn't understand. My hands couldn't get a grip to the answers because it slipped through my fingers so fast and this hurts me because I really want to understand. Understand why.

I don't really care who I am to you. I want to be that idiot or fool. I don't mind being what ever you want me to be. Take all of me.

Until one day I am of no use to you, InsyaAllah, I will still be there hoping you'd come back again. And again. And again. Until I am nothing.

Nothing lasts forever, so I want to be your nothing..

You.. 19..

One Jobless Tuesday @ RTB

2009-01-06T15:43:00.002+08:00

2009

2009-01-04T16:43:00.009+08:00

Like I said, I spent my New Year's Eve at the office with semua bala tentera yang pacah2. Then we went straight to my house for BBQ balik kaja kul 12 mlm atu. Here are the pictures from work, until morning the next day.

Some of them went home at 3am. Some at 4am.. Until the last few folks yang tinggal who went home at 6am and tarus kraja. Then the sun rised that morning.

Everything went from a crazy rush, to suddenly, a rush of silence. Everything was quiet. And there I was sitting down on one of the chairs. Thinking about all the things I'm going to encounter in 2009. Is it going to be painful like the past years?

Other than thinking about the future, I stood and looked at the world, my life. During that quiet moment, visions of you were clear in my mind and heart. Took a deep breathe and I whispered, "I Miss You." I don't mind spending this year waiting for you, and the years after that too.

Happy New Year Everyone.

New Year

2009-01-01T07:44:00.002+08:00

Hi, I spent my new year's eve working on a night shift with the guys. Semua wah bala bencana turun dimalam atu. Haha semua geng2 rock turun ah. After work at midnight, me and the guys went to my house for BBQ, ahir wah start kami ah. I haven't uploaded the pics yet, ngantuk dah yo, baru abis manyap nih.

Below is the Duty Roster for January 2009 prepared by my boss. If you can find my name, do spell it out hahaha. The last time my name was spelled like this was during my graduation. At the invitation letter for the graduation dinner at Rizqun. Do click on the picture to enlarge.

I know you won't understand the roster hehe. So let me point it out. Off day is labeled "OFF". Morning shift is "RP" and "OH", where RP means the Rampai Pagi Shift which starts at 6am to 3.15pm and OH means Office Hours from 7.45am to 4.30pm. Night shift is highlighted in black, starts from 4pm to 12am. The ones highlighted in black with the label "NT" means they are on a night shift, but in charge of the News Ticker. Which means they will spend most of their time on the office chair rolling tickers LIVE. The others yang night shift but not "NT" prepares collages, tapi nda payah LIVE while the News is on air. This month I'm working with two ladies, Norhuraizah and Ka Mastiah.

Hehe bah tido dulu.

Piano At Night

2008-12-31T06:43:00.001+08:00

When I play my keyboard.. Just random chords.. A little something to help ease my mind..

Dawn to Dusk

2008-12-30T22:37:00.004+08:00

I left home for work when the sun can't be seen yet in the morning.. Dawn..

I left the office to go home when the sun was already set.. Hehe here are pictures of my morning shift..

Tomorrow is New Year eve, I will be on my night shift.. Enjoy your leap folks!

...

2008-12-29T16:56:00.001+08:00

Everyday I'm in pain...

The Yellow Luxury Car

2008-12-28T04:10:00.002+08:00

Here are pictures taken on Friday and Saturday. Yang arah saloon atu, on Friday tu, when Piao wanted to cut his hair, lapas kami kraja. Buat-buat nunggu atu, durang begila.

Doon limpang main PSP and Asrul banar2 siram pala Doon haha

Haha batah jua nunggu atu, mental.

Here are pictures taken on Saturday, at work.

Ani oleh2 yang Ka Marina bagi baliknya naik haji. Alhamdulillah.

Ani orang temeng sekong ani keraja separuh hari, patang ia ke KK.

One of the luxurious cars yang parking di RTB

Eleh, perasan cool, makan Bubble gum jua saja hahaha.

Clarity News rehearsal at Studio 3.

Another Night Out

2008-12-26T02:32:00.005+08:00

The first two pictures were taken last night when I was chilling with Asrul and Doon after their shift at De'Royale. The other pictures were taken tadi. I went to TK with Edwin, Nadia, Khalid and his fiance Ismah. Tapi Khalid and Ismah nda sampat gambar hehe. Then the two of them went to the Mall to check if Hysteria is still on. Ed and Nad went to Saiful's lapas atu I guess. Me on the other hand went to JP with my bro and cousins. Hehe those are cigarettes you never see in Brunei.

Okay, goodnight then, kan kaja lagi subuh.

Asrul and Doon

Nadia and Edwin

My bro Azri, and my cousin the bilal, Hamdi.

Hamdi's older brother, Hardee

My other cousin, Azim, ahir ia datang. He's currently having his semester break.

Haha, we thought tebalik wah durang simpan sigup ni. Rupanya nda befilter.